Don't ask me to drive again

Since the first day of my practice in driving you were nagging, mumbling, scolding, complaining, blaming me for don't know how to drive, for don't know how to control the car, for never learned anything from the driving school, for keep on "sei for" . Okay! I tried my best to control my emotions, I tried not to fight back your words, I tried to do my best. But end up what you give me? Did you ever see my effort? Did you see how much I wanted to learn? Did you see? Even so I did not feel a single angry to you, now I just feel that I am so useless.
I have not practice for more than a month, and now you are expecting me to know everything?
And when I don't know how to do parking, do you put some effort to teach me and guide me?

I did a BIG mistakes, you blamed me AGAIN!

I am totally speechless.

I am sorry for my mistakes.