I don't understand you, and you don't understand me either.

Wonder how you can see it through, even myself can't see.

Seeing my fake smile, laugh, pretend.
Maybe what you said are right, and everything's gonna be fine.
Just that, I am still not realize feelings, strong bond.
And this is only the way, I can solve .

VICTORY in driving test

YES!!! FINALLY PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! So so so so so so happy, and grateful .And my P is coming out next week!:)

Hmm, I actually wanted to joke to my friends who lied to me said she failed de. But then after posting the status, I suddenly felt guilty, because they encourage me all that. So i decided to delete it, and telling the truth(sorry lar )

Really truly grateful to my parents who have chanted daimoku for me in order to pass this driving test smoothly. Especially my dad. I not sure what time he woke up, When i woke up i already heard his daimoku. So thanks for it arigatou!

Coming soon

Attended SOKA DAY! It was awesome one, I realize a lot there, is like making me recharge my battery when I am fallling down, when I started to do stuff which I shouldn't ,and think negative way. Most people around me were so realistic, so so so so so which I don't know how to express that kind of feeling. Even sometimes, I feel that, being alone is not a problem, no need to care about others feeling, since they don't understand me. Come out a lot, which I myself couldn't understand it. After join those meetings, I started improve back my faith.

And yea, everyone has their own P license, I knew I am kinda late.So what? :P

Done with the 8 hours for driving lesson. Tomorrow is the driving test , feel very nervous.@@

Wish me luck. :)..

Must Chant d! All the best to myself, hopefully tomorrow will drive smoothly, carefully, and pass with MY VICTORY!

Short updates.