It has been so long that I've never update my blog and this blog has becoming so so so so so dead. I don't know why I just feel like blogging at this time , this moment and this second. There are many things that we just can't describe in words when you just feel right to do something for example "feeling". When I ask a girl why are you choosing that guy instead of choosing a better looking, more rich or a taller guy? and many many more why. But they will never manage to give you the answer. Most of the girls will end up be telling you that "Feeling is not something that you can ever describe, when the feeling comes, there goes our relationship gets started". So, the long elaborations is just for the purpose of telling you that, there is no reason when you just feel like doing something randomly. Life is full of random, you may plan to study, but you will never know that you will be end up going out with friends or watching your favourite movies or even decide to sleep.
So, now I am being very random that I feel to write something. Blogging is a way of expressing your own feelings and thoughts that you can write as many as you like, as many as you wish like nobody business. You are not following the format just like what you have learned in your english lessons, one essays have to be in 5 paragraphs. Blogging is the way of how you use the words to expressing yourself without limitations, is how the way you use the beauty of language in your own ways. That is why I just feel right to blog now, when you have the inspirations to write, just do it. ( Nike slogan" Just Do It").
Sorry for being bullshiting around. Lol! Okay, just briefly write what is going to happen after this week( after 7 days). Guess what? STPM is just NEXT MONDAY! NEXT MONDAY!!?? To be honest, I don't really know what have I done for the passed one and a half year in form 6's life. The only things that I can differentiate the life in Form 6 and Form 5 is that we are now have more priorities, freedoms and craziness compared to form 5's life. I am still the lazy me, super super super lazy. Chinese quotes:" The stages where there are no ways to cure the laziness of me". But still, I am trying very hard to change this bad habits and I know telling this wouldn't make me better. Is only through actions can change ones habits. After today, there are only 6 days left. Wish me luck then! I will do whatever ways I can to study as many as possible. That's the only way, no turning back and keep moving forward!
FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT to the END!
2012年11月12日星期一
2012年5月2日星期三
坚持
考试要到了，我渐渐觉得自己缺乏坚持和信念。
很多时候都是因为抱着过去，不好的经历，所以一路以来都是对自己缺乏信心，有时会觉得自己什么事情都办不到。
很多时候都是因为抱着过去，不好的经历，所以一路以来都是对自己缺乏信心，有时会觉得自己什么事情都办不到。
有时，也会给自己借口不去做自己应该做的事情。
我到底想什么？连我自己也不知道。
我到底想什么？连我自己也不知道。
下定决心的时候，这把热火也只是三分钟热度，没起很大的作用。
自己不努力，而只会埋怨父母，埋怨环境。这不是应该有的姿态. 可是，这就是我的弱点。
为了找回那股信念，才让我想起自己通过纸飞机测试时所写的稿，从中找到“坚持”这篇稿。所以决定重看，来鼓励自己。
这就是我所写的稿，希望除了能够鼓励自己之外，也能够鼓励到正在想放弃的你。加油！
《坚持》
我们往往只关注企业成功人士令人羡慕的成果，却忽略了他们背后所付出的巨大代价和心酸经历。但因着强烈的动机，以及清晰的目标，他们凭着极大的忍耐与毅力逐步迈向今天的成果。
1982年纽约市举行的马拉松比赛，出现了一位传奇人物——琳达.唐恩（Linda Down）。 琳达是一位先天性脑部麻痹患者，由于缺乏协调平衡能力，必须依靠拐杖行动，行走很不方便。这位天生挠性麻痹患者在成长的过程中所面对的拦阻和挑战，绝对是旁观人难以想象的，但琳达一直以来又一个梦想：希望能够像正常人一样参加马拉松比赛。
二十八岁那一年，琳达报名参加了纽约马拉松赛跑，身边的朋友都觉得琳达一定是疯了，但她却希望借着这次经验告诉自己和身边的人：忍耐到底、坚定不移的精神能够帮助我们完成许多旁人认为不可能的事。靠着坚定的毅力和一副拐杖，他用了十一小时又五十四秒的时间，完成了23.2公里的马拉松赛程。事后在记者的访谈中，以下一段说话更激励众人：
我为这场比赛准备了整整一年的时间，其中有好几次我都觉得自己真的做不到。我最好的一次训练成绩是维持跑了七个小时，此后就一直无法突破这个纪录——最多也只能跑七个小时了。我曾经想：“我做了参赛的决定实在是愚蠢极了。”但我最终还是坚持到了终点! 我实现了自己的梦想! 我跑完了全程29.2公里。
我预想比赛的结果会糟糕透顶，而且我猜想所有人大概也都这么们为我最多只能跑几步而已。这种悲观的预测反而消除了我的后顾之忧，因为对我来说，无论跑多远都是一种成就。起跑之前，我完全不知道自己能否坚持完成全程，只是一直想着往前冲。结果，我用了一时半刻恐怕没人能“打破”我所创下的这一特殊“纪录”了!
琳达一出生就已经或在对她极不利的处境，但种种不利因素并没有把她击垮，反而磨练它形成异与常人的坚毅个性，以另类方式向世人宣告：每个人都有权利追寻属于自己的理想。
然而，对于我们所立下的目标，下定决心要努力的时候，这份坚持的热度不能维持，无法持之以恒。因为这样也许会开始对自己没有信心，想放弃的念头越来越肯定。
可是池田先生有说过：人大多是这样的。虽然如此，“下决心”这件事本身就是前进的证明。就算是“三天打鱼两天晒网”一再重复的话，结果也很可观。
还有“再多努力5分钟”这心态也很重要。想停下来，要休息时，再多努力5 分钟。 比别人多努力5 分钟的人是了不起的，会取得胜利。这就是人生。
2012年5月1日星期二
1/5/2012 New month begins
It has been so long never blog about random stuff in my life.
Well, yesterday was I can say quite different from any day, in aspect of enjoyment, learning, and stuff and which was also something I never expected that I will be done that day.
Morning around 10am something, some one called me and I didn't cared much for that because I was still very sleepy, so I ignored it. But after a little while, that person called me again! So, I expected that person might be needed help or something very urgent, until that I have to picked up that freaking calls.
Then I called back, that calls is from a friend of mine-Wei Jie.
"hey, this is Wei Jie, Kok Seng(another friend) is craving for Dim sum, he invited us to go, and he said he will treat us,so do you wanna join?"
"hmm, Okay! Give me 10 mins and I will be ready"
"We will wait you at your house, see you!"
After he fetched Wei Jie, Chun Wai and me, we went to Tropicana City mall( we always have random plans) to watched Avengers!
This movie is a really really awesome movie to watch!
In this movie, it shows how people's heart is changed when his eyes are covered by the powers, status and the intentions of getting respects from others. Loki is one of the character in this movie, he is one of the characters, which is thor's brother. He has the jealousy feeling towards his brother, and this caused the fighting begins. We can actually learn many things through movie, realize there's something more important than anything else, like the sense of fufilment after helping people, how to work as a team when we faced many different opinions or even how to be a good leader.(everyone have many different ways of seeing things,perspectives)
The movie ends at around 2.15pm, then we rushed back home, quickly changed my clothes and got ready, and went to Wisma Kebudayaan Soka Gakkai Malaysia for JD blog meet.
JD blog meet was a meet where there are a few people( around more than 15 person) that incharged of a blog. This blog has provided many informations or materials on how to encourage our little junior group divisions for JD leaders or JD itself to search materials. Jason and I was one of the person incharge of the blog and we are also among those who are in examinations period before we become the actual person incharge. What we needed to do was sent some articles within the day given.Unfortunately, a leader just announced that I have failed that test simply because I failed to accomplish the task given. I wasn't sure should I be happy for being failed and need not to worry much on thinking what to write for articles or should I be sad for being failed. But, one thing I am sure that through this experienced, I actually gain to know myself better. I have many negativities that I have to change and challenge. I also have realize that it is important to manage our time wisely and do the right things at the right time.Mr Foo taught us that day"I believe everyone is busy with many responsibility, have many meetings to attend. But the things is not every meeting will bring the good worth, that's why we ourselves have to think, which meeting will really bring out our best and bring out the actions for the happiness of others, this is what we always learned in our Soka Gakkai organizations.
At 6.35, we rushed back from KL to PJ as we have one more meeting to discuss about. Jason fetch Kah Juin and Alex and we went to discuss at Murni discovery. We had discussed about the orientation activities to do for our form 6 juniors until and we discussed until 10pm.
And this is basically what I did for today. Such a different day as I have never been to watch a movie so early at 11.40am ( for me is quite early, but for you maybe not). And after that had meetings to attend. For me it was really a good day, fully utilised the time and at the same time enjoyed the process. I will definitely have a good sleep tonight! :D
Well, yesterday was I can say quite different from any day, in aspect of enjoyment, learning, and stuff and which was also something I never expected that I will be done that day.
Morning around 10am something, some one called me and I didn't cared much for that because I was still very sleepy, so I ignored it. But after a little while, that person called me again! So, I expected that person might be needed help or something very urgent, until that I have to picked up that freaking calls.
Then I called back, that calls is from a friend of mine-Wei Jie.
"hey, this is Wei Jie, Kok Seng(another friend) is craving for Dim sum, he invited us to go, and he said he will treat us,so do you wanna join?"
"hmm, Okay! Give me 10 mins and I will be ready"
"We will wait you at your house, see you!"
After he fetched Wei Jie, Chun Wai and me, we went to Tropicana City mall( we always have random plans) to watched Avengers!
This movie is a really really awesome movie to watch!
In this movie, it shows how people's heart is changed when his eyes are covered by the powers, status and the intentions of getting respects from others. Loki is one of the character in this movie, he is one of the characters, which is thor's brother. He has the jealousy feeling towards his brother, and this caused the fighting begins. We can actually learn many things through movie, realize there's something more important than anything else, like the sense of fufilment after helping people, how to work as a team when we faced many different opinions or even how to be a good leader.(everyone have many different ways of seeing things,perspectives)
The movie ends at around 2.15pm, then we rushed back home, quickly changed my clothes and got ready, and went to Wisma Kebudayaan Soka Gakkai Malaysia for JD blog meet.
JD blog meet was a meet where there are a few people( around more than 15 person) that incharged of a blog. This blog has provided many informations or materials on how to encourage our little junior group divisions for JD leaders or JD itself to search materials. Jason and I was one of the person incharge of the blog and we are also among those who are in examinations period before we become the actual person incharge. What we needed to do was sent some articles within the day given.Unfortunately, a leader just announced that I have failed that test simply because I failed to accomplish the task given. I wasn't sure should I be happy for being failed and need not to worry much on thinking what to write for articles or should I be sad for being failed. But, one thing I am sure that through this experienced, I actually gain to know myself better. I have many negativities that I have to change and challenge. I also have realize that it is important to manage our time wisely and do the right things at the right time.Mr Foo taught us that day"I believe everyone is busy with many responsibility, have many meetings to attend. But the things is not every meeting will bring the good worth, that's why we ourselves have to think, which meeting will really bring out our best and bring out the actions for the happiness of others, this is what we always learned in our Soka Gakkai organizations.
At 6.35, we rushed back from KL to PJ as we have one more meeting to discuss about. Jason fetch Kah Juin and Alex and we went to discuss at Murni discovery. We had discussed about the orientation activities to do for our form 6 juniors until and we discussed until 10pm.
And this is basically what I did for today. Such a different day as I have never been to watch a movie so early at 11.40am ( for me is quite early, but for you maybe not). And after that had meetings to attend. For me it was really a good day, fully utilised the time and at the same time enjoyed the process. I will definitely have a good sleep tonight! :D
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