To you

Sorry.What have I told you yesterday?I said you go chant first,then only make your decision.And I will accept whether you going or not.But, when I first calling you, did you picked up my phone?I just want your answer,is that very difficult? At least let me know you do not want to go.We are not giving up on you.So do not give up yourself.It's is really ok that you have made a final decision. Yes, why not you telling me as what have you written on your blog? So, next time when i call you must pick up and tell me your feeling. I am sorry for what i have done to you yesterday.

I cant sleep today.Ends up Watching Bleach..:)

Precious night

Oh man.Prom was over,and I do believe that everyone feelings Tak sampai hati to back home.
So everyone was Handsome and Gorgeous!
There are lot's of delicious food, and a well spoken emcee.
The environment is good, just that their service was not that good. They should keep in filling our water, or maybe just put the whole jar of water on the table so that no need keep on filling it.I do not know others,but my table was.
Hmm, next which is I have taken lot's and lot's of photos but not my own camera.
So for those who have MY FACE THERE MUST TAG ME IN FACEBOOK OR SEND IT TO ME!LOL...
And almost forgotten to congratulate OUR COOL GANG Members Yen nee AND Yip foong became the PROM KING and PROM queen's award FOR the night and not to forget also congratulation to Koi yee(MY PROM partner) Won the BEST DRESS awards.SO that night I've got a chance to dance with Koi yee,it is a pleasure to dance with her.
Thanks for dancing with me, I really enjoyed it hopefully you also have the same feelings as well.You are going to start your college on january, so taking SPM result might be the last day of seeing you then?You have told me "I will struggle for this four years" I will remember this,so hope you get good results and always be happy..:)
So, the PROM ends with exchange present due to the Christmas eve.Last Kai Ting and one person i cant recall hint me,actually not only them Wai teng, Kelly and some of them also asked me to confess her.Actually not I do not want to do that, is because I knows she is going to have a better life without me.Maybe she could finds a better one,who knows?Not that I have no confident in myself, but i knew she know what is the right choice.Whether to become a couple is not an important things,even a couple may break anytime but a true friends DO NOT BREAK! So she is one of my true friends.
We Still have long journey to go my friend!
Thanks for JASON SIOW who became my driver today.(OUR TABLE VOTED YOU AS A PROM KING)
just for your information to make a happy.XD
So,I shall end here.Good night!~

To you

Yes.I have just finished chanting for half and hour for my comrades.
Well, a lot's of things happened this few days.I shall be honest to you.I think I should be honest to you.Do you know the way you treat others will make them sad? I do not know what to say,but hopefully one day you will realize before you lose everything. Another one is my best friend. I always wonder, why I am not the friend that you can ever share anything? In the bus,you request me to change place with you,you got something to talk to him, sorry i used to reject your request(why not me?).Wonder.Or maybe we are not that close to? And, you said you will come to find me after you order your food.So did you? You told me that you will not arguing with her anymore,and will try to solve it in a good way,did you?You I tried many ways to do something common that you guys do,but it seems like a waste of time. This could not make us or bring us closer. And I screwed my chemistry because of you(don't ask me this,it's over). So do you know how important a friend to me? And I really do not want you to cry, I do not want you to be sad. So hope you will be happy always ,smile :)..Another one, you are a well-known person.Many people will just finds you whenever they need you. You are always be the priority. Sometimes, the jealous feeling will comes to me, how come you can be like this like that.Even I know everyone is special, no one can be replaced. But I will also wonder why?It's not your fault,now I did not stand in your point of view,is only my feelings.

This is what suppose to be post before Penang trip.
I choose to delete it, because afraid i could hurt you.But now, I think I should honest to you.

....Stress

I do not know why,and the feeling is like putting a big rock on your shoulder,very uncomfortable..
SPM is already over more than 1 weeks time,so what the hell still need to stressing for?
During meeting today had no mood,but still managed to absorb their experiences and talking..
So went back home, chanted for 1and a half hour, feeling better,but still the rock have not remove away..

Firework by katy perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
http://www.elyricsworld.com/firework_lyrics_katy_perry.html
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

No good , no good..

I am yours!

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and then you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

(I won't hesitate)
Open up your mind and see like me
(No more, no more)
Open up your plans and man you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, please don't, please don't
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

Oh nooo!
Add maths was totally hard!
I cannot do most of the question.
Yea,realize lots of thing.
Pass all subject,for me is enough ..
Need to strive for STPM.
So have to work harder.