Don't ask me to drive again

Since the first day of my practice in driving you were nagging, mumbling, scolding, complaining, blaming me for don't know how to drive, for don't know how to control the car, for never learned anything from the driving school, for keep on "sei for" . Okay! I tried my best to control my emotions, I tried not to fight back your words, I tried to do my best. But end up what you give me? Did you ever see my effort? Did you see how much I wanted to learn? Did you see? Even so I did not feel a single angry to you, now I just feel that I am so useless.
I have not practice for more than a month, and now you are expecting me to know everything?
And when I don't know how to do parking, do you put some effort to teach me and guide me?

I did a BIG mistakes, you blamed me AGAIN!

I am totally speechless.

I am sorry for my mistakes.

梦想

梦想－其实我已经很努力的寻找那个梦

最近，我很迷惘，不知道自己真正要的是什么，想要什么，而我的使命又是什么。

老实说，我也不是完全没有梦想。只是终会觉得自己希望越高，失望就越高。

在童年时期开始， 我总觉得自己的自卑感比别人重，自己做什么都不比别人好，也许是小时不好的阴影所造成。

梦想，如果只是光想那个梦就只是一个“幻想世界”里的一个梦。

如要达到梦想，必须跨出那一步，十步，和百步的跨越，而不是停留在原点。

所以必须挑战题目。相信通过题目一定可以使到我自觉使命！

Speechless

I am not angry .I am just disappointed on myself.

You are the legend

Spread your wings, and fly!
Fly as hard as you can!

Fly as high as you can !

Fly as fast as you can!

You are the legend of the guardian.

Believe in yourself, feels it in the deepest in the bottom of your heart.

Go!

Fly to the place that will lead to happiness and world peace.

Your mission is to be the leader, a genuine one.

All the hard ship, will eventually turns to greatness.

Trust it.

You can do it.

SAT

Finally got the SAT result.
If you were to ask me how was it, good or not?
I would answer Okay lah.
Even it didn't reached my target, but still is a good try.
I don't know how much is the passing grade. So yea.

I actually put my target to get 1200 and above. But at last cannot get it.:(

so this is my scores

critical reading:440

maths: 420

writing: 240

total : 1100

My writing SUCKS!
Ruined it..
Gonna work hard on writing.

..

Hell... I am living in a hell state of life now.

It's way stronger than me and that's why I should build up myself to become even stronger than it.

It's hard, suffer, misery. But only through this revolution I can change and transform.

Have to putting more effort on it! Sure can one.Encourage and motivate yourself!!!! Gambatteh!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck for those who is going to have exams, those who is still having exams, and for those who will be taking exam SPM. All the best!

O.o

Exams Can't value your personalities.

Exam's doesn't mean anything and if you failed it, doesn't mean you are an idiots.

Exam's can't decide your future.

Exams, exam, exam, exam, exam...

Treat this as a learning process.

when you feel giving up,

ask yourself, why you held for so long ?

Still in the learning process..

=.=

Final is around the corner! but yet, what am I doing now? Facebook, twitter, blogs and slack again. I am suppose to have that mood to study and have the wisdom to understand+memorize it.Yet defeated by my own fundamental darkness again =.=.

Economy.. Arghh..
Still have many parts don't know how to do. I get fade up easily when I can't get the correct answer, even some question I totally dont know how to answer.

Not only that, still have Malaysian studies + Bahasa Melayu + Pengajian Perniagaan.

*scratching my head*.

Need to reflect....

slap me please.

Now just have to keep trying and trying.

Dont care anymore. Will just do anything I can on the test day! Jia you those who is having test Good luck.

say to myself

Once again tell yourself you can do it! Every time do this to yourself. " I am GREAT! I CAN do it! I am Perfect" It's okay that we feel doubts in our mind because we are ordinary mortals. We have feelings and expressions. Most importantly we treat things as a lessons. A lessons for you to become better, a lesson for you to grow and a lesson for you to be succeed. Never mind, now take a deep breath and keep moving forward and train ourselves bit by bit, day after day and year after year. Slowly we will see the changes. I believe that everything happens for a reason. You may not knows what will happen in future. Stay strong !

Believe yourself!

Tell yourself you can do it! Believe yourself, be true to yourself and be a person who is not defeated!
True winner does not defeated by environment, and will not give up until they have reach victory.
I may not be perfect, I may not be as smart as you, I may not be as rich as you, I may not be handsome as you, but, who cares? This is my life, I am just being myself.
If I were to be unhappy with what and how you look at me, then I am really a fool.
Failed ? nevermind! This is life. Nothing is perfect.. But believe yourself are the most perfect existence. You are the perfect creation, you have many possibility and strength to make it.
Try and try and try.! Strive and strive and strive!
We have our own mission in life, and definitely we will find it out and walk this path. So GAMBATTEH!!
Dont be defeated! Must win!~

Believe in yourself

This is specially for you.

Believe in yourself.

You are great in your way.

You are like a rose, a red colour rose with thorn,

this is your instinct, the inner true self.

You chase for perfection, it's not wrong to be perfect

But remember don't because of it, make you feel uneasy and depress.

You are getting in a critical times, where your studies is more important than other else.

I believe in you, so please believe in yourself too.

You are what you are.

Let's walk this path together.