Clubbing! :D

人生第一次去Clubbing! 对，就是11月25日（星期五） 与一班中六的“难兄难弟” 一起度过。

其实我并不是喜欢那样的生活

不知为何，进到去的那一霎那就知道我不是Clubbing kaki.

我觉得，这样的生活非常的奢侈

进到去就得叫酒，而那两瓶酒的价格是－RM700++

我心想“哇，需不需要哦？这两瓶酒需要付那么多？”

所以说，我们这些生活在经济中等家庭里，很多时候买东西必须想清想楚，买“peng,leng and zheng"（cantonese)。

可是，生长在富有家庭的人，往往都不会去想要怎样好好的利用父母给予他们的钱，就只是会花在这些无为的地方。

不过，无可否认的是我体会到喝醉后的感受！ 实在辛苦。

我的身体全都好像被染上红色，整身发痒。

有可能是对酒精敏感所照成的。

喝酒，伤身伤皮包。。哈哈！

人生，不就是一个让我们体会这些”花花世界“中的好与坏吗？

Currently thought

December is coming really soon, which means we are end this year and to start a new year.!
What I am doing now? Can say I am busying with JD camp and also HSD meet. I am very nervous for both of this activities, and I dont know why.

JD camp- have to prepare a lot. Especially you have to know every details , what is the agenda going, what is the purpose, everything. So VERY NERVOUS!.

HSD Meet- I need to come up with a little session to have a sentimental talk with members and it has to bring impact to them. So if I can't come out with a good script, then the members wont feel anything. HSD is important, Sensei always count on us, that's why I can't make him feel disappointed. I LAGI NERVOUS!.

Other than that, now I am having a thought on how to improve my english. On writing and speaking. But, most importantly now is on writing.!

Future

Two days one night's trip to PD just end as a blink of eyes. Time flies so fast that , happy moment always passes very fast , just like it passed for 1 hour ago.

Really appreciates everything,especially the weather is very good and it did not rain. Luckily it does not rain, if not our activities will be ended up playing pokers, grab suet yee's Ipad for games or watching National geography.

Hope everyone feel the same excitement and enjoyment for this trip.
Now we are back to our own path, our own life style, and our own working place. Let's strive to the fullest and make our very own possibilities to create victory in this year!.

No matter what it takes, you are fearless, you are limitless, you are beyond the potential and you are what you are.
Like you were born this way. ~~ .:D..

Hope we will make another trip next time. Love the time we spent together. HEHE

hey yo!

Exams are over!!
So finally can relax ourself, do anything we wants to filled up this YEAR-END-HOLIDAY with lots of activities, meetings and yum cha sessions.!
But before that , I can now declare that me, thomas liew is officially broke. Any other events that you think is fun, worth, and even if it is super super cheap, I also can't join. :(.. So have to search for jobs to earn some extra money, without money we can't enjoy all this , right? :D..

By the way, tomorrow we are going to Port Dickson! A very nice place, have Zero-distance sea view! Hopefully everyone will enjoy the trip together, and have a nice memories . Most importantly, we strengthen the bond with each and everyone in order for us to grow in Gakkai.
Looking very forward for this, and now feeling so sleepy. Gonna sleep >:D

Don't ask me to drive again

Since the first day of my practice in driving you were nagging, mumbling, scolding, complaining, blaming me for don't know how to drive, for don't know how to control the car, for never learned anything from the driving school, for keep on "sei for" . Okay! I tried my best to control my emotions, I tried not to fight back your words, I tried to do my best. But end up what you give me? Did you ever see my effort? Did you see how much I wanted to learn? Did you see? Even so I did not feel a single angry to you, now I just feel that I am so useless.
I have not practice for more than a month, and now you are expecting me to know everything?
And when I don't know how to do parking, do you put some effort to teach me and guide me?

I did a BIG mistakes, you blamed me AGAIN!

I am totally speechless.

I am sorry for my mistakes.

梦想

梦想－其实我已经很努力的寻找那个梦

最近，我很迷惘，不知道自己真正要的是什么，想要什么，而我的使命又是什么。

老实说，我也不是完全没有梦想。只是终会觉得自己希望越高，失望就越高。

在童年时期开始， 我总觉得自己的自卑感比别人重，自己做什么都不比别人好，也许是小时不好的阴影所造成。

梦想，如果只是光想那个梦就只是一个“幻想世界”里的一个梦。

如要达到梦想，必须跨出那一步，十步，和百步的跨越，而不是停留在原点。

所以必须挑战题目。相信通过题目一定可以使到我自觉使命！

Speechless

I am not angry .I am just disappointed on myself.

You are the legend

Spread your wings, and fly!
Fly as hard as you can!

Fly as high as you can !

Fly as fast as you can!

You are the legend of the guardian.

Believe in yourself, feels it in the deepest in the bottom of your heart.

Go!

Fly to the place that will lead to happiness and world peace.

Your mission is to be the leader, a genuine one.

All the hard ship, will eventually turns to greatness.

Trust it.

You can do it.

SAT

Finally got the SAT result.
If you were to ask me how was it, good or not?
I would answer Okay lah.
Even it didn't reached my target, but still is a good try.
I don't know how much is the passing grade. So yea.

I actually put my target to get 1200 and above. But at last cannot get it.:(

so this is my scores

critical reading:440

maths: 420

writing: 240

total : 1100

My writing SUCKS!
Ruined it..
Gonna work hard on writing.

..

Hell... I am living in a hell state of life now.

It's way stronger than me and that's why I should build up myself to become even stronger than it.

It's hard, suffer, misery. But only through this revolution I can change and transform.

Have to putting more effort on it! Sure can one.Encourage and motivate yourself!!!! Gambatteh!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck for those who is going to have exams, those who is still having exams, and for those who will be taking exam SPM. All the best!

O.o

Exams Can't value your personalities.

Exam's doesn't mean anything and if you failed it, doesn't mean you are an idiots.

Exam's can't decide your future.

Exams, exam, exam, exam, exam...

Treat this as a learning process.

when you feel giving up,

ask yourself, why you held for so long ?

Still in the learning process..

=.=

Final is around the corner! but yet, what am I doing now? Facebook, twitter, blogs and slack again. I am suppose to have that mood to study and have the wisdom to understand+memorize it.Yet defeated by my own fundamental darkness again =.=.

Economy.. Arghh..
Still have many parts don't know how to do. I get fade up easily when I can't get the correct answer, even some question I totally dont know how to answer.

Not only that, still have Malaysian studies + Bahasa Melayu + Pengajian Perniagaan.

*scratching my head*.

Need to reflect....

slap me please.

Now just have to keep trying and trying.

Dont care anymore. Will just do anything I can on the test day! Jia you those who is having test Good luck.

say to myself

Once again tell yourself you can do it! Every time do this to yourself. " I am GREAT! I CAN do it! I am Perfect" It's okay that we feel doubts in our mind because we are ordinary mortals. We have feelings and expressions. Most importantly we treat things as a lessons. A lessons for you to become better, a lesson for you to grow and a lesson for you to be succeed. Never mind, now take a deep breath and keep moving forward and train ourselves bit by bit, day after day and year after year. Slowly we will see the changes. I believe that everything happens for a reason. You may not knows what will happen in future. Stay strong !

Believe yourself!

Tell yourself you can do it! Believe yourself, be true to yourself and be a person who is not defeated!
True winner does not defeated by environment, and will not give up until they have reach victory.
I may not be perfect, I may not be as smart as you, I may not be as rich as you, I may not be handsome as you, but, who cares? This is my life, I am just being myself.
If I were to be unhappy with what and how you look at me, then I am really a fool.
Failed ? nevermind! This is life. Nothing is perfect.. But believe yourself are the most perfect existence. You are the perfect creation, you have many possibility and strength to make it.
Try and try and try.! Strive and strive and strive!
We have our own mission in life, and definitely we will find it out and walk this path. So GAMBATTEH!!
Dont be defeated! Must win!~

Believe in yourself

This is specially for you.

Believe in yourself.

You are great in your way.

You are like a rose, a red colour rose with thorn,

this is your instinct, the inner true self.

You chase for perfection, it's not wrong to be perfect

But remember don't because of it, make you feel uneasy and depress.

You are getting in a critical times, where your studies is more important than other else.

I believe in you, so please believe in yourself too.

You are what you are.

Let's walk this path together.

Selamat hari raya!

I abandoned my blog for dont know how many months since I have twitter to crap about(twitter is my girl friend and blog is my wife).

Well. First of all wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya! We different races celebrate this meaningful culture together and live harmoniously in a same society, this is call 1 Malaysia. Flashed back what we have learn in Moral since form 4 we toleransi, what is the definisi for toleransi? LOL!!!

Secondly, now I am reading back my "qing chun dui hua" dialogue with youth(direct translate).I need to read it to really pull me back from hell. These few day my soul were in hell, and I am really lost my way. That's why. Reading sensei's book keep on giving me positive thinking. As in everyone can make their dream comes true. I believe it. So do not give up on what you are chasing of. Set your objective and chase it!

HEHE

Life.What is life?

Why are we born in this world?

Are we here for no reason?
Learnt many things from Seko. We learning about Buddhism Lotus Sutra. It describe life.
And how do we tackle OURSELF instead of keep blaming others for others fault.
We usually blaming others" You should change!" "You should behave yourself" " You should serve me first" " you should apology".. Everything you, you, you. If there's an error, you lo. Not my problem.
This is what most people are now doing without realizing it( included me).
Buddhism teaches you what is life. Still in the process of learning!

Dont know what to write, I think that's all. :P.. LOL..

I don't understand you, and you don't understand me either.

Wonder how you can see it through, even myself can't see.

Seeing my fake smile, laugh, pretend.
Maybe what you said are right, and everything's gonna be fine.
Just that, I am still not realize feelings, strong bond.
And this is only the way, I can solve .

VICTORY in driving test

YES!!! FINALLY PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! So so so so so so happy, and grateful .And my P is coming out next week!:)

Hmm, I actually wanted to joke to my friends who lied to me said she failed de. But then after posting the status, I suddenly felt guilty, because they encourage me all that. So i decided to delete it, and telling the truth(sorry lar )

Really truly grateful to my parents who have chanted daimoku for me in order to pass this driving test smoothly. Especially my dad. I not sure what time he woke up, When i woke up i already heard his daimoku. So thanks for it arigatou!

Coming soon

Attended SOKA DAY! It was awesome one, I realize a lot there, is like making me recharge my battery when I am fallling down, when I started to do stuff which I shouldn't ,and think negative way. Most people around me were so realistic, so so so so so which I don't know how to express that kind of feeling. Even sometimes, I feel that, being alone is not a problem, no need to care about others feeling, since they don't understand me. Come out a lot, which I myself couldn't understand it. After join those meetings, I started improve back my faith.

And yea, everyone has their own P license, I knew I am kinda late.So what? :P

Done with the 8 hours for driving lesson. Tomorrow is the driving test , feel very nervous.@@

Wish me luck. :)..

Must Chant d! All the best to myself, hopefully tomorrow will drive smoothly, carefully, and pass with MY VICTORY!

Short updates.

Holiday!

Yeah! So fast study for two weeks, and now is holiday!Yesterday, the last period bell rang, everyone screamed like no body business, some even worst, they spray something gold colour, to each other then they whole body is fulled with blink blink shiny thingy.

So, just a short updates. Our school only provides Econ, Sejarah, Bahasa Malaysia, Pengajian am and MUET. I dont really want to take sejarah as it is all based on memorising, so I dropped it and replace with Business studies.:) So I am currently taking Econ, Business, Bahasa malaysia, Pengajian am and MUET subjects for STPM!

Everything was still ok. Like duh! Just study a few pages only. And haven't got in detail yet, that's why is easy.

In STPM, Pengajian am is a subject that you must pass, not getting a D, is must get at least a C in order to get a STPM certificate. Just like what we did during SPM, Bahasa melayu is compulsory to pass, then only you can get your SPM certificate.

Second is MUET.It stand for Malaysian University English Test. It is a compulsory subject for everyone who enter University. There are 6 grades which is from band1 till band 6 and band 6 is the highest score. They also have to look on your english level. Must at least get band 3 and above to be safe for you to get the subject you wants in University.

I started my tuition for Pengajian am and Business last week by Lrt at Pasar Seni. Can go pasar seni every weeks untill you vomit !

Today, did the same thing. One of my friend introduce me to eat durian puff, which are selling at opposite of popular, so after Pengajian am tuition, we went to eat! Really nice, if you are that kind of people that likes to eat durian.Price= 4 pieces for RM3.Then continued for Business tuition. After that, we intention to go eat asam laksa, but the stall didn't open, so went to one stall eat "mihun sup".

Then, go back . Sayonara!.
That's all for today.:)

Happy Holiday!! For those who are now having holiday and for those are not having holiday, too bad la!:P

First Step

Yes! The first day Of SMKBU, which is also the first step into a different environments, teachers, and friends. Today was just an orientation which last for three days. I think 3 days is already considered very long for us.

About teachers, well they are some short of giving us pressure.! But I think is it not a problem, just a matter of time.:) So, after a period of time we will definitely used to it.

Schools only provide us some subjects for people who take art which are Econ, Bahasa malaysia, sejarah, only except pengajian am and muet which is compulsory subjects. So if wants to take other subject need to go for tuition, learn ourselves. @@.

It's really a big challenge for me! Hopefully we will enjoy the "hard work"!! Jia you!!

Goodbye Kai Ting!

It doesn't matter where are you, or where I am. We are still together, all past memory,everything. We will meet someday :) . Take care my friend!~Pang Kai Ting

Refresh back every moment, everything we've done at school, and everything was so wonderful.

And now you're moving to a new place, live a new life. First thing I wish is you will get recover soon. I hope to see your happy smile without any hesitating, or embarrassing. You look nice when you are smiling. And yes, smile :).

Second, we all have our own path to go, our future. Let's chase our dream, and share our victory!

At last, this is not gonna be an ending! Our friendship is long lasting, and it will never fade.!

These are those photos I got from Friendster!

Smile.:)..

Well, I knew the friend spelled wrongly. So ignore the words.LOL!

Yeah Friends forever!

Kai Ting's birthday!!

We went sunway! This is our prove!!~

Most recent photo we took. This was Zoe's birthday!

Practice and Study

I randomly picked FLOW 501 and flipped on the first title "Exert Yourself in the Two Ways of practice and study". The teachings and writings of Nichiren Daishonin constitute a crystallization of wisdom encompassing the philosophies and ideals of all ages and countries.

The purpose of the Daishonin's Buddhism is to enable us to win in life and in society.
Especially when we are faced with hardships or challenges, that is the time to read the Gosho, writings of Nichiren Daishonin. By doing so, our outlook will brighten.

In order to overcome every problems, obstacles, hardships we as a disciple of Daisaku Ikeda must study earnestly in Buddhism because it gives momentum to our movement of kosen-rufu and is the key to the solid foundation of the Soka Gakkai's people-centred organisation. It is also a driving force for fostering capable individuals and promoting dynamic development for a youthful Soka Gakkai.

One quotes from Nichiren Daishonin: Exert yoursenf in the Two Ways of practice and study. Without practice and study, there can be no Buddhism You must not only preserve yourself; you must also teach others. Both practice and study arise from faith. We cannot genuinely teach others about the greatness of the Daishonin's Buddhism if we do not study ourselves. So, we have to make ourselves a habit to read books, a good books. Feel the book, engrave it in your hearts.

Try to share it out during our study meet! We study not because we are study for study meet. Study is for ourselves, our happiness and also for others happiness.
Let's do our best in study as well as our human revolution. :)

17/4/2011

Actually I was supposed to take care of Ming foong for the whole event. I never expect Alex will join us on that day, and too bad I was the only one who knew him. I shared a lot of things to him, our SGM, Our mentor and our event. To be honest, is quite hard for me to communicate with him, as in when you are talking to a children atleast they will give you responses. But he is like no emotions, and so emo. I really had tried my best on talking to him. So hopefully he will get what our organization are going on.Basically he is with me all the way untill the end of event.

So reached Cheras bunka kaikkan. Did gokuyo, had lunch, chanted for 5 minute. After that Straight go to our next place- Wisma kebudayaan!

On the way to wisma kebudayaan, Suet nee asked me to bring Alex to join 4 division for Mentor and Disciple Hall. So I told her that better to bring him vist Seed Of Hope exhibition. Because he actually not so understand our organization, and he seems dont like it very much. That's why I required him to join for exhibition, because it doesn't talk much about SGM.And slowly let him to understand our SGM.
We reached Wisma Kebudayaan at about 30 minutes time. So I found a little boy, his name was "di di" in mandarin. He was damn shy to let me know his name and I didnt know why.LOL! Anywhere, We went to 8th floor, Mentor and Disciple Hall. Continued with first floor Seed of hopes exhibition. I think All nanny don't really get to know more about it, because they are busy with their baby. So some of it planned to go again. After that we go to 2nd floor for games. This session was babies favourite! They enjoy it, with lots of games while learning some environmental friendly info. Around 4pm, we gathered up and going back to our sweet home yeah!.

On the way back, I felt strange, then I realize that I left my bags there! Oops. Too bad, We are half way back already. So I will need to go take Lrt again to Wisma kebudayaan. Who are joining me?

Reached Kayu located Aman Suria. So we SAYONARA.:)

Short updates.

We are going to replacing suet yee's place because she can't attend due to need to go for local U exam. To be honest, I still have not well prepared . So today must starts doing it, do everything I can.

At the same time I might going for interview a job, pathlab which located at kelana jaya. Still not confirm whether to go or not. As you know our "SEED OF HOPES" will be held on this coming saturday till may!.Hopefully the company can accept it.Then I can earn more money for my driving license fees.

Just a short updates.:)

This kind of things no need to say out, stay in your heart will do!
HAHA!

Two words JIA YOU@@!!

Be like the sun!
Follow your own path!
Break through the dark clouds,
ever bold and courageous!
It is your mission to lead a life that brings light to others.

Armenian poet and writer Hovhannes Tumanyan

This was what I have read yesterday. Felt nervous and depressed when refresh back the moment we are having SPM. It was a tough one, and I actually almost trying to give up. The day before the exam only regret all this while did not did my very best.Not even putting an effort on it. And the time before went to school , actually wanted to cry, and tell my mum don't expect any good result from me. That kind of feelings is awful. And now, the result for you might think not good, but for me I am really gratitude. At least I can makes my parents feel better. Even it is not so good, but for my standard it is considered good enough. Everyone telling me that form 6 is very hard, and you better not going form 6, cause later your results not good then you wasting 2 years time. If I really decide to go form 6, I will definitely doing my best! And leaving no regrets.We were born to suffer,if there is no suffer how could you become a better person? If you did not challenge, how can you do your human revolution? So, don't think too much my friends.This is a challenge for you,either you think that you did not achieve your targets, or is not as what as you expected,but you have tried your best. If you think is not good enough can you change it? If not can you accept it? if cannot, can you walk away? Gambatte! Dont forget to chant, chant earnestly , you will definitely find a better one.:)

We stay together in a world, which is supposed to be so wonderful and awesome places for us, human ,animal as well as living things. But when the problems comes, you just let it be? It sounds like you have no little responsible to flush after using the toilet. It is us who are slowly destroying the world, and yet is non of your business?
Sometimes we might think that our little strength can make a difference? Just imagine that EVERYONE of us are doing the same things together, not using plastic bag, how many plastic bag can be save? Just imagine that when everyone of us are planting one tree in our house area?
We can't predict what will happened after 10 years if we keep on doing this, but if you did not do anything, then nothing will happen.
So, don't give yourself an excuses for not making any changes.
It's you who can actually make the decision.
And don't give up, we will also be the one who keep on striving with you.:)

Society

One thought came to me.When you are highly, filthy rich, has power, you will only get "respect". Then how about those who are in suffer, poor, powerless. They are human too. You can say i am naive, maybe i will regret .But no offence to say that, this is what i felt during the meeting.Sorry.
Money, Money, Money..Just thinking What are you trying to search in your life actually?Is it only money? I can't denied that money is also something we need. But there are something else more precious than that. Which one of my best friends told me, we cant buy true friendship, love, and others.What is the value of human? I don't know why, just feeling miserable, because they are also human.Why cant people just have joy together?
And I knew that I have no right to control, to judge you. But hope this is really your good choice and don't forget about our mission. To bring peace. This is how you can really compared with most of them who are non member.So good luck!

Is not your fault to invite me and I really did learned a lot from there. Thanks for inviting me.:) Chill!

Went to singapore last sunday with a very unplanned situations.
Actually my mum was the one who are going only, she is going for a casino trip with alot aunty and uncle. They were waiting at the public bank for the bus to arrive. So, suddenly there's one aunty was not able to go for the trip due to not feeling well. Which means?? I got the free ticket to go!!. So don't waste this ticket.Quickly get packed, bring some clothes and passport. So we arrive at singapore at about 6 something and reached casino.! Well actually I went to the casino before during chinese new year. Am I illegal to go into casino? Of cause no!Must reach 21 only can go in la.
So, there is one guy also cant go into casino, he is 21 but haven't reach birthday yet. So both of us terpaksa walk around the casino.

So we decided to go orchard road. Since he is first time going to singapore, must go an explore some places of singapore. I know, Kai Ting, Zo Ee, Li Kuan, Yen Nee for those who are Shopping freak MUST go there! Because the place is dedicate for YOU! All branded bags, gucci, and dont know what what brand. I think there is more than 7 or 8 shopping complex! You can finish shopping at 1 U for the whole day. But Orchard road, probably you will need 2 days to "explore" it.XD

Went to my cousin's shop, LUCKY PLAZA! Ate lunch for free and she gave me $20..Syok!
After that need to rush back to Sentosa casino at 1 o'clock. Gather everyone, then we have to go back to malaysia. Reached seremban around 7pm. So had a awesome dinner together with 1000++ people. Enjoy the songs and everything.

Then came back to my own warm house.XD

Nothing to say. Just wish all of you happy chinese new year, throw all bad stuff away, and keep moving forward. Only think what is worth for you to do.

Chinese new year lorr!First of all wish you guys have a happy and prosperity new year!~
Now still have a lot of house work need to be done, cause parents were to busy doing their work, so now only we start to clean everything(still not too late yet:))
I just helped my parents to trow their old bed, the bed was damn freaking disgusting! There are many kutu's that " pop out" from their bed and sucks out their bloods! And they just only realized that since all the while they had been feeding it for a few years.Can you imagine how many generations the kutu's having now?
So now they need to buy a new bed and starts cleaning their bedroom.And I just realize that they have more clothes than me and they never wear it.
Same goes to me, cleaning fans, furniture and clothes.
Anyway, Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR!

:(

Currently now working at ecoparadise for almost 8 hours only.
During the half day of work have made some mistakes, and my boss were here too. Then she asked me why this why that. Actually, I have accidentally press one buttons, and then there is no slot for me to fill in. Then one customer call in and asked whether there are any more places there, I replied there is.So, after that my boss said, I am the one who answer customer's because I am the one who made mistakes.(as your information, all the customer there are very ego)So, luckily, one customer went out and the customer can use it.Well, the work here was not that hard, but you need to think very carefully as how to arrange for customer, when is the time they book and they can have their so called "sonar" here.So, that's it, so far so good,except the scolding part.

appreciation

Thank you for everything!
Even though I am not quite sure what is actually going on with you,but really thanks for it.
Just a few days, you brought me a wireless modem, webcam, and search for a printer for me.And those are enough.Very appreciated.
I know you are very stress as mum keep on pushing you to move all that second hands computers, and you have no idea where to put and how to sell it.
Don't worry,I will keep on chanting for you, and someone will buy all of that :)
Gambatte!
Have a nice day.

:)

What you have said is correct.I am really terrible.Mum have just helped me to clean up my bloody messy room, so that I will have a clean and tidy room when came back from penang. But yet, I am not appreciating it.After a few days later, my room returned back to normal look.
I should arrange my time wisely, not to wasting too much time on computer.
yea, tomorrow going to find a better job which is more flexible one, so that I can managed my time on gakkai and families.And also will clean up my room to avoid being scolded again.LOL.

现在才觉悟原来自己是多么的热情，甚至使到身边的朋友感到厌倦。
啊爷说，你觉得我太热情，而且给不到你安全感。
人就是这样，有又说，没有又说不会满足。
你将会去到一个新的环境生活，往你的梦想前进，加油！
有缘再相见！。

Today is the first day of 2011 year!So how is you all doing?
Well,a lot of things had happened during the year 2010, it is all over.So forget about it, moving forward and achieve victory.This is what you need to think about, this is also what I need to think about.:P.
I knows your feelings, your only reason is you are afraid of being left out.So don't hesitate to call me.You never hurt me, and I never think that you are the bad person( I am not sure whether you are saying about me or not) Again, forget about it.New year, forget everything that you have done, we cant changed the past,but we can create the future!

New life. Byakuya, Hitsugaya Show me your BANKAI!XD