To you

Yes.I have just finished chanting for half and hour for my comrades.
Well, a lot's of things happened this few days.I shall be honest to you.I think I should be honest to you.Do you know the way you treat others will make them sad? I do not know what to say,but hopefully one day you will realize before you lose everything. Another one is my best friend. I always wonder, why I am not the friend that you can ever share anything? In the bus,you request me to change place with you,you got something to talk to him, sorry i used to reject your request(why not me?).Wonder.Or maybe we are not that close to? And, you said you will come to find me after you order your food.So did you? You told me that you will not arguing with her anymore,and will try to solve it in a good way,did you?You I tried many ways to do something common that you guys do,but it seems like a waste of time. This could not make us or bring us closer. And I screwed my chemistry because of you(don't ask me this,it's over). So do you know how important a friend to me? And I really do not want you to cry, I do not want you to be sad. So hope you will be happy always ,smile :)..Another one, you are a well-known person.Many people will just finds you whenever they need you. You are always be the priority. Sometimes, the jealous feeling will comes to me, how come you can be like this like that.Even I know everyone is special, no one can be replaced. But I will also wonder why?It's not your fault,now I did not stand in your point of view,is only my feelings.

This is what suppose to be post before Penang trip.
I choose to delete it, because afraid i could hurt you.But now, I think I should honest to you.