To you

Sorry.What have I told you yesterday?I said you go chant first,then only make your decision.And I will accept whether you going or not.But, when I first calling you, did you picked up my phone?I just want your answer,is that very difficult? At least let me know you do not want to go.We are not giving up on you.So do not give up yourself.It's is really ok that you have made a final decision. Yes, why not you telling me as what have you written on your blog? So, next time when i call you must pick up and tell me your feeling. I am sorry for what i have done to you yesterday.