Selamat hari raya!

I abandoned my blog for dont know how many months since I have twitter to crap about(twitter is my girl friend and blog is my wife).

Well. First of all wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya! We different races celebrate this meaningful culture together and live harmoniously in a same society, this is call 1 Malaysia. Flashed back what we have learn in Moral since form 4 we toleransi, what is the definisi for toleransi? LOL!!!

Secondly, now I am reading back my "qing chun dui hua" dialogue with youth(direct translate).I need to read it to really pull me back from hell. These few day my soul were in hell, and I am really lost my way. That's why. Reading sensei's book keep on giving me positive thinking. As in everyone can make their dream comes true. I believe it. So do not give up on what you are chasing of. Set your objective and chase it!

HEHE

Life.What is life?

Why are we born in this world?

Are we here for no reason?
Learnt many things from Seko. We learning about Buddhism Lotus Sutra. It describe life.
And how do we tackle OURSELF instead of keep blaming others for others fault.
We usually blaming others" You should change!" "You should behave yourself" " You should serve me first" " you should apology".. Everything you, you, you. If there's an error, you lo. Not my problem.
This is what most people are now doing without realizing it( included me).
Buddhism teaches you what is life. Still in the process of learning!

Dont know what to write, I think that's all. :P.. LOL..

I don't understand you, and you don't understand me either.

Wonder how you can see it through, even myself can't see.

Seeing my fake smile, laugh, pretend.
Maybe what you said are right, and everything's gonna be fine.
Just that, I am still not realize feelings, strong bond.
And this is only the way, I can solve .

VICTORY in driving test

YES!!! FINALLY PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! So so so so so so happy, and grateful .And my P is coming out next week!:)

Hmm, I actually wanted to joke to my friends who lied to me said she failed de. But then after posting the status, I suddenly felt guilty, because they encourage me all that. So i decided to delete it, and telling the truth(sorry lar )

Really truly grateful to my parents who have chanted daimoku for me in order to pass this driving test smoothly. Especially my dad. I not sure what time he woke up, When i woke up i already heard his daimoku. So thanks for it arigatou!

Coming soon

Attended SOKA DAY! It was awesome one, I realize a lot there, is like making me recharge my battery when I am fallling down, when I started to do stuff which I shouldn't ,and think negative way. Most people around me were so realistic, so so so so so which I don't know how to express that kind of feeling. Even sometimes, I feel that, being alone is not a problem, no need to care about others feeling, since they don't understand me. Come out a lot, which I myself couldn't understand it. After join those meetings, I started improve back my faith.

And yea, everyone has their own P license, I knew I am kinda late.So what? :P

Done with the 8 hours for driving lesson. Tomorrow is the driving test , feel very nervous.@@

Wish me luck. :)..

Must Chant d! All the best to myself, hopefully tomorrow will drive smoothly, carefully, and pass with MY VICTORY!

Short updates.

Holiday!

Yeah! So fast study for two weeks, and now is holiday!Yesterday, the last period bell rang, everyone screamed like no body business, some even worst, they spray something gold colour, to each other then they whole body is fulled with blink blink shiny thingy.

So, just a short updates. Our school only provides Econ, Sejarah, Bahasa Malaysia, Pengajian am and MUET. I dont really want to take sejarah as it is all based on memorising, so I dropped it and replace with Business studies.:) So I am currently taking Econ, Business, Bahasa malaysia, Pengajian am and MUET subjects for STPM!

Everything was still ok. Like duh! Just study a few pages only. And haven't got in detail yet, that's why is easy.

In STPM, Pengajian am is a subject that you must pass, not getting a D, is must get at least a C in order to get a STPM certificate. Just like what we did during SPM, Bahasa melayu is compulsory to pass, then only you can get your SPM certificate.

Second is MUET.It stand for Malaysian University English Test. It is a compulsory subject for everyone who enter University. There are 6 grades which is from band1 till band 6 and band 6 is the highest score. They also have to look on your english level. Must at least get band 3 and above to be safe for you to get the subject you wants in University.

I started my tuition for Pengajian am and Business last week by Lrt at Pasar Seni. Can go pasar seni every weeks untill you vomit !

Today, did the same thing. One of my friend introduce me to eat durian puff, which are selling at opposite of popular, so after Pengajian am tuition, we went to eat! Really nice, if you are that kind of people that likes to eat durian.Price= 4 pieces for RM3.Then continued for Business tuition. After that, we intention to go eat asam laksa, but the stall didn't open, so went to one stall eat "mihun sup".

Then, go back . Sayonara!.
That's all for today.:)

Happy Holiday!! For those who are now having holiday and for those are not having holiday, too bad la!:P

First Step

Yes! The first day Of SMKBU, which is also the first step into a different environments, teachers, and friends. Today was just an orientation which last for three days. I think 3 days is already considered very long for us.

About teachers, well they are some short of giving us pressure.! But I think is it not a problem, just a matter of time.:) So, after a period of time we will definitely used to it.

Schools only provide us some subjects for people who take art which are Econ, Bahasa malaysia, sejarah, only except pengajian am and muet which is compulsory subjects. So if wants to take other subject need to go for tuition, learn ourselves. @@.

It's really a big challenge for me! Hopefully we will enjoy the "hard work"!! Jia you!!